Its so dark i cant see anything
but the granular blackness of them all
no doors open all windows shut
In dead silence I lie
prodding with my hands
looking for a space to escape
the claustrophobic hole of nothingness.
As the quiet lets out a deafening shriek
my ears ring with pain and i plead
Mercy, mercy, Im asking of you
Let me be, let me go
Im so worn, so torn in this endless trap
Im so shut up inside these confines
that wrongly define
what i mean to be
Is it too late?
Is them too far, those lights that trade hopes with fear?
Is it too silly to wish for a second leap?
Can i turn this around?
make it stop, this all?
Theres no space, no light, no definite sound of encouragement
In this dark I can only see within
and there too i see an endless abyss
Maybe ill jump and see
maybe ill find the answers
and the way that leads me
to me.
